autobiographical documentaries.

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it started when i realized that taking a video (or photo) of something gave it a Romantic quality. automatically.

it made it matter, it made it beautiful.

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upon accumulating these documents, i could prove to myself that my life was full and grand and had no deficit of meaning.

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i care (probably too) deeply about remembering. i cling to each moment. this helps both to do so, and to not do so.

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what i value most though, at this time, is being able to see from a distance. to be able to see the shifts in experience,

the shifts in myself.